It’s good to know that I can change and brush the dust off my brain while im getting older which I think its harder in that phase accepting or adapting to new things… it has been a good skill I always had..learning and being able to receive and change.
I’m not so good at communication.. I dont analyze much..actually I hate it!
I remember Mario (my coach) told me that he is having a hard time living in Cairo ..he was dreaming about an authentic city and experiencing the historical background we have .. the only thing he was experiencing is how people here “analyze” every single word inside a sentence ..he stopped talking for a second and said “actually its not every single word.. its every single letter!!”…its takes a LOT of effort and it consumes a lot of energy to keep analyzing every single word and action around you.. less is more!
Nowadays I’m different.. I guess I started opening up more to the fact that my experience is not that big at certain aspects.
I’m happy that I can say that out loud .. its a relief to feel that you are wrong.. seriously it feels so good .. YES IM WRONG.. its easier than thinking that im always saying the right thing or my opinion should be the right thing!
Almost 28 years old of life art not enough to judge anything actually …
I listen to others opinion .. I listen very carefully .. I love hearing stories and I’m always anxious to try something someone else experienced and said it was good… maybe if i did it would feel good too ? maybe not? who knows.
The joy of accepting new/unusual ideas or opinions is something else…being stubborn wont get me anywhere .. Im living once .. so why not try to open up ? what if I did stick to my opinions and my little experiences and my simple life forever? … i think it would be boring! and im sure i will regret it one day.
My only demand is that if I talk people would listen .. even to my little experiences.. they should listen ..they should respect .. because I will do the same to them
Even if my impact will be nothing.. open your ears and try to know why im telling you this story ..there is always a purpose.